I think ill just update.
Cause my blog looks dead.

So ill tell you guys about this whole week.
Ive been active for this whole week.
Spending my time going out only.

One of the days, i went to watch 'Public Enemies'.
There's only me, baby and adk.
The movie was great, but i fell asleep half way.
I was too sleepy. Buang duit siak aku! -.-"
But i wanna watch again.
This time round i wnt sleep. Hehe.

I also did spend time with iqek.
We had a great time together.
We should have this more often.
But i understand tt both of us have a life to lead.
So, its no one to blame.
Im happy for you bestfriend (:
Smile always aites?

Btw, ive been sick for the past few days.
I had flu, cough and a slight fever.
I hope ill recover soon.
I did nt attend school for the past few days.
I thought of going to the doctor.
But i dont have any money.
My school allowance and bursary havent come in.
Stupid bursary, so long.
Ill gt my bursary before or after national day. -.-"
I guess ill just have to wait patiently.
But now, my dad gave me my allowance already.
I gave 100 bucks to baby.
I asked him to hold for me as i wanna save.
So by the end of the year, ill have 1200 bucks!
Wow! So great! (:

I dnt know whats wrong.
But i just think tt ill let you enjoy all you want.
Its better that way i guess.
Cause ive asked my friend's opinion.
I think ive been meeting up with you too much.
From now onwards, i think things would change?
He told me nowadays im acting differently.
Oh well, im just confused.
I just dnt see the reason why you shld be treating me harshly?
I just lost hope suddenly.
I myself dnt know whats the reason.
But nvm, ill just be patience.
Time will tell okay.
Hope it wld be better for us.
Love you, Im sorry.

Ill upload all the pics when this blogger is okay!
Im sorry guys. Takecare.
Ive to sleep, tmr got test.
Toodles~

Labels: my week

♥ 1:41 AM

Ill upload my post soon!
Once this stupid blogger is okay.
Fuck this blogger!
Sorry guys!

Labels: stupid blogger

♥ 3:52 PM

Hello bloggers!
Just came back from school.

School was funny today with those people who cheered me up.
I came late today, 35 mins late.
Its considered as absent cause its aft 30 mins.
Like cb right my Ca?
Today's prac was okay, interesting too.
Just now my Ca asked my clan, you all fight with erni uh?
Then we was like err no.
Then she said so obvious.
Then Nad said, she like always dnt come school only.
Then we lazy uh.
I told my Ca, see like me, come to school.
At least i made an initiative.
She said keep it up with a wide smile.
I told you, im a good girl. (:

Im just dissapointed in you boy.
Firstly.
Yest, you did not meet me.
Told me you follow your friend to do motor.
But at last, where did you go? Johor right?
I texted you waiting for you to reply till i fall asleep.
At last you text me wen im asleep telling me your batt was flat.
But at least you cld take an initiative to inform me using your friend's phone right?
But why you did not do that.

Secondly.
You did not go to school today.
You told me to go, i did.
I listened to you.
Bt why you cant listen to me?
Dont give me tired as an excuse.
If you're tired, why can you go out yest?
But why not school?
I just want the best for you okay.
Cant you understand?
For the first time you did nt tell me you love me b4 you put down.
But what did i do wrong?
Im sorry if i do that to you, that was my mistake.
I just want us to be happy baby.
I just wanna be a good girlfriend to you.
I will meet you today. talk things out.
I love you baby!

Labels: a change

♥ 12:53 PM

Labels: dissapointed

♥ 1:03 AM

Life?

Life is really unfair at times.
Im having some difficulties.
Im having some personal problems.

Firstly, ive received a warning letter from my Ca. Like fuck!
Ive to start coming to school now.
Or else i wont be able to take my exams later on.

Secondly, im not going to stay at tampines by nxt month.
Ive to shift house cause this hse is going to sell.
Just now i went to see the new house at macpherson.
Like fuck, so far! Ill be lonely then.
Cant meet baby so often. :'(
Nanti nk gi skola sume leceh. Haiz.
Maybe i staying at my aunts house at simei uh. See hw.
Can anyone find me a rental house at p.ris please?
So expensive sia wanna buy house nowadays.
If only i would struck lottery, it would be like oh my god!
So heaven sia! How i wish.

Thirdly, im really out of cash for now.
I really need some cash like seriously.
My pp8 is fucking low, $0.03.
Believe it or not?
Then i cannot contact baby uh like this.
Ive not been meeting him this lately.
He got a new job as a mac rider.
He's getting busy with his life now.
But although we cant meet always, you are still in my heart no matter what.
Ill support you throughout baby.
I Miss You Sayang!
Meet me soon aites?
I love you.

p.s: I wanna struck lottery please?

Labels: life?

♥ 10:18 PM

Sorry for not updating guys.
It will be a long post, be prepared.

Friday.
Went to meet baby as he did not work.
Then meet ahmad&sastri together with baby at mr prata.
We eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat like a piggy!
Then proceed to downtown to meet adk.
We planned to watch harry potter.
But the timing was all like fuck.
The early2 timing all full already.
So we have no choice, they planned to bowl.
We booked the lane, but our number was like 104?
Its still far away behind. Like fucker.
Then Ahmad send sastri home.
Left with me, baby and adk.
We slacked at coffee bean while waiting for ahmad.

After playing bowling, something happened bet me and bby.
I was jst playing around but you take it to heart.
I did apologised alot of times but you ignored.
Then went to eat at tampines safra there.
I just kept quiet all the way.
Then he like wanted to feed me but i refused.
I was too pressured and walked away and cried.
Then he fetched me at where i was.
That night i was so stupid to ask him tt question.
Cause i was really at lost, too pressured.
I am really sorry to say those words bby.
I didnt mean to, dnt take it to heart.
I just burst out those words cause im too pressured.
I didnt mean to from the bottom of my heart, i swear.
I wont be like other girls, trust me.
Afterall, i still love you baby no matter what!
Mark my words.

Labels: im sorry/i love you baby like i allways do

♥ 11:39 PM

Sorry for not updating bloggers.
Ive been busy these few days.

Lets start with yesterday.
Went to school. Yay!
But i thought my Ca is going to give me some lectures.
But instead not. Weeeee~
Did not attend P.E lesson.
Actually the whole classs did not.
Only Asila, Shah and Hafidz semangat! Haha.
I went home straight, sleep the whole day until nxt morning.
I know, like piggy right. Hehehehe.
And baby did not come to school yesterday.
Shit you! Malam keje pt club nak.
Suro gi skola tnk bagun.
I was like curious abt him working at club.
He told me it was a road marshal but ended up being a bouncer.
How come i cant trust you that much?
You wanna know why?
Cause you've abandoned it twice.
The quote : Its difficult to gain ones' trust back.

So today, went to school again.
Received a message from Nad saying tt class starts at 8.30.
Baby send me to school.
We thought of going breakfast but tk jadi.
Bought lab coat as my Ca keeps pestering me for one.
Entered classroom at ard 9am.
Baby send me up to the lab, there's this chinese girl.
She walked pass me and baby Gila peh budak!
My teacher never come.
Ended up doing test paper.
Finished it up and go for our 3 hrs break.
The longest break i ever had. Haha.
Then we went to eat lerk thai at ws.
Matau to buy a set lunch 1 for 1 meal.
It was delicious though!
Then i went off frist as baby reached ready.

Proceed to baby's hse and sleep till evening.
And something happened.
Not elaborating more.
And i cried.
He just loves to make me cry.
Then okay already.
At night, we went lepak.
But the best thing is only the two of us.
Mendak kepeeee siots!
Haha. But its fun cause its with baby!
Then ard 12.30 baby send me home.
Otw at ws there, there was this 2 TP motor.
I thought he was not going to stop baby.
But at last they did!
Its bcoz baby nvr pasang P plate pat depan.
Naseb baek kasi warning jek, tk kene saman 120 bucks!
That boy uh, very degil you know!
Beat you then you know!
Naughty boy but i love him you know (:

Tts all for the post.
Sorry if its long.
Night2!

Labels: boredom -.-"

♥ 12:48 AM

Hello earthlings!
Just got back from going out.
And here i am now blogging.

Did not attend school today again. -.-"
Woke up late again.
So i plan to sit at home today.
But i was bored and hungryyy.
My grandma cooked bubur. -.-"
Mcm nk kasi org saket sia mkn.
So i msged baby asking him where is he.
He said he otw home from Tm.
He fetched me under my block.
Baby bingit with me cause i meet him late.
Chill uh, mcm stakat 10 mins jek sia tunggu.
Bukannye berejam-rejam. Pfffttttt.
Ended up me apologizing to him and we are okay already.

Proceed to central.
Eat chicken chop. Sodapp kepe!
Terserempak with Shah.
Then Shah told me to watch out.
My CA wants to give a letter to those who have been absening from school.
Oh Shit! Fuck sia! How sia like this?
Just wait for tmr to get lectures frm my CA.
Then met my dad at central posb, take my school money.
But while waiting, something really funny happened.
Its just between me and baby.
Joke of the day sia! *inside giggling alone*
Proceed to abg natch's house tgk budak kecik.
So cute sia. Mintak kene jitak! Haha.

Went to hijau and meet ahmad, sastri and wan.
Slack slack slack slack slack slack.
Adk wanna play bowling at Dte and they agreed.
But ended up watching 'Haunting In Connecticut'.
We watched the 9.30pm show but we were 15 mins late.
So we missed some parts of the show.
But we get to catch up with the story.
The show was overall good.
But some parts ade suspend2 sia.
Terkejot terkejot siak. Haha.
Take note of this:
Baby was scared!
Baby closed his eyes and ears.
Haha. Takot pahhhh boy? x]
But he's so cute but im the cutest xD
You guys should watch it.
Its base on true stories.



Watch the show okay guys!
No regrets watching it.
Goodnight!
Mimpi manis (:

Labels: a day out (:

♥ 1:05 AM

Second post of the day! (:
I read iqek's blog.
And see her latest post abt the personality quiz.
It was kinda interesting.
So i decided to try.
And i got mine!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Labels: personality quiz

♥ 10:15 PM

Nothing much to say.
Have difficulties on waking up to school this morning.
As i cldnt sleep well last night thinking about you.

So school was actually quite bored today.
But it was so chaotic cause of my beautiful friends.
They made my day. Thankyou guys! (:
Went home straight after school with iqek.
I was darn tired and sleepy and restless.


Under peer pressure.
Am i thinking too much about you?
Till something is disturbing my mind all time.
I started to think negative about you.
Whereas you said you started to be the old you back.
But i didnt realise it cause its just the same.
My feelings are just not right about you.
Cause of that bitch, things keep bothering me.
I just think that something or someone is coming between us.
But i will try to keep my mind positive.
But what if it doesnt work?
Oh God, please help me straighten my mind.
Help me to look after him cause God, he's the one i treasure alot.

Conversation me and bby had otf at school.
Baby: Dont call me anymore.
Me: I was like why sia?
Baby: Call me baby.
Me: Haha. *giggling inside*

Im off now!
I need to do my filings of notes!
Toodles (:

Labels: peer pressure?

♥ 9:53 PM

Sorry for the outdated picture.
I dont have any new pictures of mine.
Ill take new pictures aites when i buy a new phone.
Soon okay peopleeeee!

Lets start with yesterday.
Yesterday went to my great grandma's house.
My makcik tunang. Haha.
Out of the blue sky sia! But its okay.
Congratulations anyway. Last long aites aunty!
I wear my black long skirt and 3/4 shirt.
Its been along time since i wear that skirt.
The last time was when i met baby.
Our first love. Hehe.

Stayed there till around 10pm.
Met iqek under the block.
And we proceed to p.ris.
Went to baby's house.
Then iqek went off to meet her love.
I stayed with bby at his house.
I get to hug him all i want.
Kiss him all i want.
Im just so happy.
Missed him so much!
We settled things already.
I hope there will be no more war bet me and him.
I love you BabyDale! Hehe.
Juliet wont hurt Romeo's feelings aites.

Today, woke up late.
Stayed home as i was tired.
Nothing much to do at home right now.
And yah, baby said i look wonderful yesterday.
He said i wear girlish and decent clothes suits my loving personality.
Haha. I know right. *inside blushing*

Im off now.
Missing bby right now.
Toodles!

Labels: congratulations aunty

♥ 6:04 PM

For You <3

Just feel like letting it out.
Thankyou for showering me with love.
Giving me care and concern that i need.
Thankyou for all those advices and support throughout.
I really appreciate for what you have done for me.
We have been alot of ups and downs througout.
We solve things together, we talked things out.
But dear, why must you keep on doing this?
Throw your revenge-ness please.
Cause it wnt help in our relationship.
You said you've stop contacting her?
But what i found out jst nw?
If you nvr pass your phone to me, i bet you will keep it to yourself.
Is this what you said to me you want trust from me?
How am i suppose to give you trust when you've abandoned it?

You know what?
Im sick and tired of tolerating your nonsense.
Do i deserve this like seriously?
Sometimes, i just gave up on you, you know that?
But im still trying my best to change you.
ended up like one fucking shit!
All i can say is just do whatever you want.
You want to contact your fucking bestie which i call a bitch, up to you.
If you think she is like your first priority, then go ahead.
I wont stop you. I just cant be bothered already.
All i can do now is just watch.
Its like an interesting drama.

Till here then.

"Love is like the truth, sometimes it prevails, sometimes it hurts."

We were like Romeo and Juliet.
I thought we'd do anything for each other.
But Romeo didn't break Juliet's heart.


p.s: Walaupun hatiku kau lukai, Namunku masih menyayangi, Kerna sehingga waktu ini cintaku masih untukmu...

Labels: love hurts?

♥ 3:06 AM

Hello bloggers!
Finally, my blog is alive!
Im sorry for not updating my blog for long.
And sorry for keeping my blog private.
Cause my blog for now is so cock up.
So i plan to re-do everything.
And now its look like a new blog! -.-"

Nothing much to say.
I did not went to school today.
Total, i only went to school for one day this week.
Attitude sia me! Haha.
Please syahirah, buck up! Dont be lazy lah!

And ive been having problems with baby.
Some misunderstandings.
Come on lah, i slack with those guys at school, u know them what.
They were just accompanying me. Nothing else.
But if u wanna do the same back to me, with your revenge.
I dnt know all your girl friends what. Like wtf sia.
Use ur brains, dnt follow your fucking ego too much! Or else people will hate you.
Throw away your ego and people will love you.
You will be a better person.
When we fight, who are the ones who always finds and apologise?
Do u have the initiative?
Please think thru alright.
Trust me, throw away your ego.
Its becoming from bad to worst.
No matter what, ill always love you!

Lastly, im in need of money!
Im in need of ciggies!
My fucking bro go and take my last stick!
Sucha motherfucker! Pftttt!

Im off now.
Take a shower and meet iqek for my one stick! *inside gigglings*
Takecare earthlings!

Labels: my blog is alive

♥ 3:58 PM